My wonderful husband Nick

Oh darling I feel so lucky to have you by my side we have had 17 wonderful years of marriage. Hopefully with a lot more to come.

Sometimes I really wonder why you put up with me and my mood swings. I know and understand that you have to go away on bussiness to wierd and wonderful places and I know you are working your socks off. But I miss you so much the pain is intolerable that why I get so nasty, I don't mean to it is because I love you if that makes sense 90% of the time I don't feel that I deserve you and you could do a lot better elsewhere.

I really hope that this hyster will bring us closer together with out the bleeding and the pain and PMTs Well once its over and I have healed up! but I want you to know despite everything my body has thrown at us recently I really appreciate the help and love you have given me your the best hun and I wouldnt swop you for the world. You are so strong calm and understanding I wish I could be more like you!

I know this letter probably dosent make a lot of sense but I just want you to know how much you mean to me you are my everything and I just couldnt imagine a life without you.

All my love darling Lynne xxxxx