Hi Honey!

I'm writing you this letter from the silly "HisterSister" site I found. They recommended writing my husband about how I'm feeling.
I just want you to know that I am so happy that you're being supportive about all this surgery stuff. I know you have so much stress to deal with daily I feel bad for adding to it. I know there are going to be times after my surgery that no one will be around so I just want to warn you that I'll probably call you more often during the days and I apologize in advance. Right now I'm feeling a little emotional because I'm on my period and it's my last ever. I'm not upset about that but more worried about my surgery. I think I'm really scared. I'm afraid that they'll put me to sleep and I'll never wake up because I died during. I'm also afraid that the anesthetic wont work on me and I'll feel every cut the doctor makes. I'm afraid to get addicted to the drugs afterwards. And I'm afraid that sex won't be the same. I think in general I'm just afraid that I won't be the same person I am now. Thank you in advance for all your help during my recovery. I just know you'll do great. I don't think I've ever seen you really worry about my health like this and it's really cute. I love you so much! See you soon!