Hi sweetheart

Hello my love. I am missing you while you are on the road. Physically I am healing, getting better each day. I have a sadness settling in that I can not shake. The reality that we will never meet the sweet little boy or girl that we had talked so much about crushes me. I know I had no choice because of cancer, but I still hurt and feel guilty. I get blue and think sometimes that you should be able to persue that dream, even if it is without me. That makes me even sadder. I can't wait until you come home so we can talk and hold each other. I love you honey and I know how much you love me.