Hello Danfu

I know you lurk (cant help it can ya?) I just thought I would post this just in case you were curious enough to see if I posted anything on here yet.
I just want you to know I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! and I never meant to hurt you in any way , it's just the things I ben going through ,things we have talked about recently 'drive' , I dont know how to make you understand or feel what I do ( of course your a man you wouldn't be able to and I dont blame you for that) but the loss of drive is real but I'm trying to find a way to fix it si we can overcome what's happened,the loss of drive is in a physical sense but please believe me I have it still in my hart and in my soul and I DO! want you still and it hurts me that I feel I am letting you down. It's just this stupid hysterectomy took all my physical urges away ,and I need you to help me to show you I do still care for you just as much and even more than I ever have , I just need some extra help getting there and your understanding to feel like you care what it's like for me now...I LOVE YOU ,your my BUDY remember? Kat