Thank you so much!!

I just want to say thank you for being there for me during this time. I know that the last 2 years have been h**l for you with my hormones and not knowing what it was at first. Since we finally decided to have the hysterectomy, you have been so helpful, patient and supportive as well as generous. Thank you for all you do to make this so much easier on me. Thank you for giving me the freedom I demand as well as being there for me when I call out to you. Thanks for trying to understand that these hormonal shifts make me a person I am not really. Thank you for putting your life on hold to help me get through this. I couldn't do it without you. No matter how much freedom I demand, no matter how much it looks like I am ready to walk out the door forever, your steady strength has been such a blessing in my life- even when I don't want it! lol
I know this surgery may not "fix" everything, but hopefully my body will settle down enough to give me my life back.
Even if our worst fears come true, I do see you as a vital part of my life forever and a forever close friend. I may want my freedom still- but you will always be a vital part of my life and I love you dearly and have really come to respect you more over the last couple of months. You have been there for me, read my journals trying to understand what I am going through as well as all my complaints. You are a real treasure and I am so proud of you!!!! I do want you to be happy and have a great life and I appreciate all you do to try to make me happy and give me a great life. I am glad we are now to a point that we can talk open and honestly about most anything. Our life and our marriage sure has changed, but thanks for not walking out of my life- even when I have tried to push you away and tried everything I could think of to make you leave. You have kept all your promises to God and my family and I really don't deserve you!! You deserve so much better and I just want you to know I value and appreciate your love and dedication to me. I also love our walks and look forward to training for more 5k's with ya!! love your dancing darling Danae
Thank you for your pampering me- even before I am a punctured princess!!! LOL