to hubby and mom and step kids (mentions kids and is depressing)

Dear guys,
as you know I had to have surgery. If you are reading this I didn't make it. just know hubby (mike) that you gave me 5 of the best years of my life, mom You're my best friend and I will always look after you. Kids, Jack and Justine, make something of yourselves. Join the military like I did, they pay for school, or go to college or whatever you wanna do. The sky is the limit, don't let anyone tell you that you can't achieve something, fight that much harder for it!

Mike, I want you to move on when you are ready, find someone to settle down with, don't get hung up on me, I will always be your wife, but if it comes to you reading this, please know I am in your heart and when the time comes to look for a new partner, you'll know. and you have my blessings.

I love you all,
Chris.