To Mauro, the love of my life.

Dear Mauro,
I'm writing this because I want you know that I am so grateful that you are in my life. I want to thank you for being here to take care of me. I have to tell you sorry for not being able to give you your one and only son. I wanted that so much for the both of us and I made the choice that took that away. I get so mad at myself when I think of the fact that there is no way that I can ever carry another baby for you. I know you want a son so bad and I saw the hurt that you felt when we lost that baby . I blame myself for being so weak and not being able to carry the baby full term. I'm sorry. I can't believe how bad my mood is since the surgery and still you have some much patients for me.

I love you so much and I just wanted to let you know how important you are to me.
Love you Always
Cece