From your Geek :-)

Roger,

It's not usually easy for me to explain what goes on in my head (or in my heart)...and although I'm emailing this to you it is included in a public forum too. I'm usually such a private person, but I guess it is weighing on me to tell you (and everyone else) just how wonderful you are......

To begin a relationship the way we did...within days of learning of my health issues and the surgery necessary to fix them...most people would say we were crazy. Well, lol...that you were crazy......for taking the chance you did and becoming involved in all this. You never wavered...never seemed to doubt how you felt...or hesitated to tell me (the one from the porch steps is my favorite )...then or now (which, I think, may be tougher than the 'then'...LOL- no hormone issues). It amazed me then...set me back...because, as you've seen...I didn't come from roots like that.

Your patience with me...the way you love me and the boys....the comfort of falling asleep in your arms every night....and knowing you're there and trying to understand (even when I don't lol)....I appreciate you and everything you do for me...and for us......I don't take that for granted....I just wanted you to know that you mean everything to me.

And....somewhere in the midst of the hormone surges and hot flashes...it is good to know that you know I'm still here.

I love you...today and tomorrow and forever......