Dear future partner!

I probably don't know you yet, but I am very curious to find out who you are, what you love in life, what your humour is like and all the little things that make you an exceptional human being.

I am truly sorry that we haven't met earlier, but I suppose it wasn't meant to be. In the past years I have changed myself so much, in order to get along with myself, to get healthy and become a loving human being and to being able to have a really great relationship with you, a real man. In my opinion I succeeded in all of those goals and I am proud of me for doing all that and giving all it took of me.
Sometimes I got scared and sad, just like in the last few weeks prior to my hysterectomy. I would have needed you - but it is ok.

I am so looking forward to meeting you and showing you my life which I think is happy, loving, lucky and vibrant.
I am looking forward to running up to you and getting a great big hug, at first.

I know now that I am able and ready and loving and caring enough for you and I just hope that you are ready now for me too and around the next corner

I wish you wonderful Christmas days and looking forward to meeting you really, really soon

With all my love - E